Down the Rabbit Hole

  • von Holly Madison
  • Sprecher: Holly Madison
  • 10 Std. 51 Min.
  • ungekürztes Hörbuch


The shocking, never-before-told story of the bizarre world inside the legendary Playboy Mansion - and finally the secret truth about the man who holds the key - from one of the few people who truly knows: Hef's former number-one girlfriend and star of The Girls Next Door.
A spontaneous decision at age 21 transformed small-town Oregon girl Holly Sue Cullen into Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner's number-one girlfriend. But like Alice's journey into Wonderland, after Holly plunged down the rabbit hole, what seemed like a fairy tale life inside the Playboy Mansion - including A-list celebrity parties and her own number-one-rated television show for four years - quickly devolved into an oppressive routine of strict rules, manipulation, and battles with ambitious, backstabbing bunnies. Life inside the notorious mansion wasn't a dream at all - and quickly became her nightmare. After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub, contemplating suicide.
But instead of ending her life, Holly chose to take charge of it.
In this shockingly candid and surprisingly moving memoir, this thoughtful and introspective woman opens up about life inside the mansion, the drugs, the sex, the abuse, the infamous parties, and her real behind-the-scenes life with Bridget, Kendra, and, of course, Mr. Playboy himself.
With great courage Holly shares the details of her subsequent troubled relationship, landing her own successful television series, and the hard work of healing, including her turn on Dancing with the Stars. A cautionary tale and a celebration of personal empowerment, Down the Rabbit Hole reminds us of the importance of fighting for our dreams - and finding the life we deserve.


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Just what I wanted!

Da ich mir nicht sicher war, ob sich das Buch für 20,00 Eur lohnen würde, habe ich es als Hörbuch im Flexi-Abo für 4,95 geholt.

Nach etwa einem halben Jahr kann ich sagen, dass ich das Hörbuch sogar schon mehrfach komplett durch gehört habe! Es hat sich, für mich, also sehr gelohnt.
Durch Hollys eigene Stimme, die man durch die Reality-Show schon so gut kannte, kommt das Ganze noch besser rüber.
Über den Inhalt muss jeder selber urteilen, ob man ihre Begründungen \ Entscheidungen fur ihr Leben zB nachvollziehbar findet usw. Ich jedenfalls habe genau das Promi-Buch mit einem Einblick in die Playboy-Welt bekommen, das ich wollte.
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- Peorth

Holly and the evil queens

First of all I have to say that I watched The Girls Next Door and Holly was my favorite by far. So naturally I had to get the book.

Do I think that Holly probably exaggerated a bit? Sure, but who cares? It is a very entertaining book and hearing it from Holly herself was a treat, especially how she imitated the other girls in the mansion. Also it was quite fascinating to hear what was going on in that house. Some facts actually really shocked me.

And also the references to Lewis Carroll were a nice recurring theme throughout the book.

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- Nici

Weitere Infos zum Titel

  • Erscheinungsdatum: 23.06.2015
  • Verlag: HarperAudio